Mother of the Adopted

kalachan
4 min readNov 18, 2020

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Hi there,

This is something I have debated doing for a long time and now I am finally ready to tell my story, whether thats because I am emotionally or for my own personal therapy I dont know yet but here I go anyway…

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For personal reasons I will not be publishing my name, I am however 21years old, I live in the UK and my child earlier this year became subject to a care and placement order, hes being adopted. Not because I wanted him too but thats the situation I’ve had to deal with because of people I chose to have in my life. Unfortunately I was lead to believe they were better than they actually are and I’ve lost a major part of who I am, a mother, a part of my identity, a mother and I’m gonna miss out on major parts of my sons life because of this.

Everyday is a battle to get up, get dressed, I’ve also chosen to go back to college to have a daily focus in a world of uncertainty, covid hasn’t helped because issolating when you are an emotional wreck is quite honestly one of the biggest struggles I’ve faced. Not to mention just before lockdown in the UK I had surgery… 2020 has been the biggest flustercluck I’ve experinced in my lifetime and hopefully it’ll never get worse than this.

However, I just wanted to post this so anyone who has gone through something or just wants to come along for the ride as I figure out what to do and where to go with this, your are more than welcome to read and listen to me rant and rave about my troubles, the world and why I will never understand the human race.

I hope to post at least once a week inbetween classes, counselling and therapy, and just living my lockdown life of gaming, books and binge watching TV series on Neflix.

So for now, I hope you have a great day and you feel a little bit introduced to me,

Mary Andrews xo

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